The past several weeks I have been doing some inner work on myself. This resulted in lots of dreams and shamanic journeying. During this time Spirit told me I need to be worked on by another shaman. So I did some hunting around and found a pair that I’ll be seeing this weekend.
Some of the stuff that has come up has been around a past relationship. For some reason I can’t get anywhere with it. To top it all off my boy friend broke up with me last night, no explanation, just it’s not working, and apparently I know this as well, (his words). After promising to do whatever he needs to make it work, to support me in what I was doing. Sigh, whatever happened, I don’t really know, it was never communicated to me. I could go off on a rant, but I’m not going to do that here, I’m a bit more creative than that. Unfortunately, I have a couple unfinished paintings, that might remain unfinished. They depict moments of deep energetic and emotional connection I had with Joe. Not that that wasn’t real, it was, but apparently things changed. It will be hard to connect with that experience again to finish the paintings, but at some point, I’ll manage.
I have to move soon, the sooner the better I think. I don’t understand this and I need my space now. All in all, I see this as a blessing in disguise.
So until I get moved and such, it might be quiet on the blog. So much to do, and I’m going to do it all right now, lol. Because I’m bullheaded that way. That and I don’t want to stay some place, I’m no longer wanted. I’m hoping the cats are ready for another adventure. See you in Columbus, very soon!
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